PoeticaL's PoetrY diary
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1:55 a.m. : 2002-09-25
i know it was a dream
and now i must have
just woken up
the silence
is ripping me
into believing
you were so magical
and now the memory
i’m trying to believe in
is so strong and true
that yes…it is still enough
but still i am not sure
that you weren’t just a dream
i only know i’m horrified
with myself
that i forgot to stay asleep
sometimes if i stop running
i stay awake too long
and then my logic wants to let go of you
and my heart spends all day
telling logic
that love is always enough
i fight my own inner battles
about abandonment and loss
and my head pounds at possibility
but my soul knows
it was just meant
to be
and i fall back to sleep
where you are next to me
i love you
and i refuse to give up
