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2:49 a.m. : 2002-08-26

maybe i am too

i don’t want
you to be the only
thing that makes me
smile

i really don’t
because i want to be
someone, something
happy for you
for awhile

right now i’m as blank
as this page
blank cause..

i just miss you
and wonder
if its neediness
or all the space
all the distance

i have every word
saved in a traffic jam
backed up for miles
all the things i wanted to say
chasing each other
and falling all over
into the other

with nowhere to go
to find you ..
so..

these are minutes with sighs
when i realize
how nice it is
when you just are

how maybe i should
just let you be

cause if you want to
if you really want to
and you set out
to be close to me
i should just never
push you
just embrace you
nearer to me

you are enough
just you
so..
maybe i am too

yeah i miss you again
maybe someday i'll get used to it
but its ok if i never stop, isn't it?

yesterday - tomorrow




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